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Gay friends; hard to find
You know I just got through getting rid of fake useless gay friends. I had hoped to gain some 'friends with benefits' but then I was just looking for some friends I could talk to about gay issues. Nope, no luck. Then I have found out how much racism there is in the gay community. I mean, considering all the other problems we have, I just knew we were above that. Nope! Still run into the same problems with gay whites as regular whites. Many of them even, were just raised to be racist. They just can't stand to be around somebody non-white who doesn't cowtow to them as white people. I have never felt that I was less than anyone else, and if you can't treat me as an equal then we got nothing. I'm not inferior to anyone else for any reason, and I'm not gonna play that role just to make you feel good about yourself. We're supposed to be trying to be friends, not having a 'master' 'servant' sort of relationship. Slavery is over and you need to get over it. We are not going back to being slaves and don't you have enough enemies? Don't you want some friends? I mean, I'm not begging anyone for anything, but I would have thought we had more in common trying to live our truth than the same old Black vs. white crap. It's a shame really, because you're not even giving me a chance. Your letting yourselves down and losing a possible good friend.
And black gays your no better but in different ways. Just because we're gay doesn't mean I want to fuck you or you automatically get to fuck me. And especially without condoms! Then we just meet and you don't want to go to a movie or out to dinner or just hang out so we can get to know one another. I'm supposed to automatically trust you lying sacs- of -shit and we are to go to a bed or somewhere and immediately have UNPROTECTED SEX! Your fucking sick! Some of us want more than just a sexual relationship, and using all kinds of peer pressure and other methods to try an MAKE you have sex with them, and if it doesn't work then telling all kinds of lies so that no one else will be interested in me just coz I wouldn't fuck you. In many ways your worse than the white gays coz you get so mad somebody doesn't want to have sex with you you just go fucking crazy! Just can't go out for a cup of coffee and some conversation. Then you wanna act so slick, coz' you come on probing looking for all the information you can get on the front end so if you don't get what you want you've got information you can use to hurt the guy! A friend of mine, who wasn't gay, a white guy, had a brief encounter with a black gay, and you know this fool secretly filmed them having sex and tried to blackmail him into constantly having sex with him. He came to me thinking I could 'talk' to the prick, but I told him not to waste any more time and simply go to the police! He didn't want that film to get out, but I told him to late for that. Just to be ready for it. As soon as dude got wind that he would be arrested, he was releasing that film all over. He did, and I was there to try an comfort him coz I knew this would happen. My friend was so embarrassed. We had a brief interlude that night which I really enjoyed, and I didn't film it. I begged him not to tempt me like that coz I had been wanting to fuck him for years, but he was so upset, I was afraid to leave him alone, and we had a wonderful time. His pussy was better than I ever could have dreamed. I see why that fool tried to blackmail him. Who he is is no one's business, but every year on my special day his present to me is a night of passion. I look forward to it every year. This is what friends do. I wish he was gay, but he has his own life and just does something different from time to time. But I couldn't trust none of you niggas' in a relationship like this. That's why I don't invite anyone of you to my home and don't share any of my business with you. Of course then you just make up any story you can get people to believe and spread it to everyone you know. Now the white gays just dismiss you because you're not white; you black gays just go fucking insane coz someone won't have sex with you! Just because you couldn't get what you want you do everything you can to try an destroy somebody. That's why I'm in the relationship I'm in now. It's abusive, but at least there are no surprises. He's hassled all the time by his people coz he chooses to be with me, so I have to show some understanding. Plus I can pretty much trust him not to bring some disease to me coz we do have raw sex, unlike I could with you niggas' coz you lie lie and lie. Now we've talked about getting a civil agreement, but I told him he would have to stop being violent towards me first. We're working on it, but I just felt the need to talk about it somewhere.
D.B.
I have stopped cruising online coz too many lie online and now, just wonder what to do. I'm quite disillusioned and just sit at home alone now. Nobody really to talk to or go out with so I'm just here right now.
And black gays your no better but in different ways. Just because we're gay doesn't mean I want to fuck you or you automatically get to fuck me. And especially without condoms! Then we just meet and you don't want to go to a movie or out to dinner or just hang out so we can get to know one another. I'm supposed to automatically trust you lying sacs- of -shit and we are to go to a bed or somewhere and immediately have UNPROTECTED SEX! Your fucking sick! Some of us want more than just a sexual relationship, and using all kinds of peer pressure and other methods to try an MAKE you have sex with them, and if it doesn't work then telling all kinds of lies so that no one else will be interested in me just coz I wouldn't fuck you. In many ways your worse than the white gays coz you get so mad somebody doesn't want to have sex with you you just go fucking crazy! Just can't go out for a cup of coffee and some conversation. Then you wanna act so slick, coz' you come on probing looking for all the information you can get on the front end so if you don't get what you want you've got information you can use to hurt the guy! A friend of mine, who wasn't gay, a white guy, had a brief encounter with a black gay, and you know this fool secretly filmed them having sex and tried to blackmail him into constantly having sex with him. He came to me thinking I could 'talk' to the prick, but I told him not to waste any more time and simply go to the police! He didn't want that film to get out, but I told him to late for that. Just to be ready for it. As soon as dude got wind that he would be arrested, he was releasing that film all over. He did, and I was there to try an comfort him coz I knew this would happen. My friend was so embarrassed. We had a brief interlude that night which I really enjoyed, and I didn't film it. I begged him not to tempt me like that coz I had been wanting to fuck him for years, but he was so upset, I was afraid to leave him alone, and we had a wonderful time. His pussy was better than I ever could have dreamed. I see why that fool tried to blackmail him. Who he is is no one's business, but every year on my special day his present to me is a night of passion. I look forward to it every year. This is what friends do. I wish he was gay, but he has his own life and just does something different from time to time. But I couldn't trust none of you niggas' in a relationship like this. That's why I don't invite anyone of you to my home and don't share any of my business with you. Of course then you just make up any story you can get people to believe and spread it to everyone you know. Now the white gays just dismiss you because you're not white; you black gays just go fucking insane coz someone won't have sex with you! Just because you couldn't get what you want you do everything you can to try an destroy somebody. That's why I'm in the relationship I'm in now. It's abusive, but at least there are no surprises. He's hassled all the time by his people coz he chooses to be with me, so I have to show some understanding. Plus I can pretty much trust him not to bring some disease to me coz we do have raw sex, unlike I could with you niggas' coz you lie lie and lie. Now we've talked about getting a civil agreement, but I told him he would have to stop being violent towards me first. We're working on it, but I just felt the need to talk about it somewhere.
D.B.
I have stopped cruising online coz too many lie online and now, just wonder what to do. I'm quite disillusioned and just sit at home alone now. Nobody really to talk to or go out with so I'm just here right now.
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