The boss says that people are mad at me because of my comments about gay marriage. Lemme ask am I not allowed to have my own opinion? Sorry if you don't agree but I have my own opinions and I will keep them. Try an understand; if not I will live.
I'm busy preparing for our vacation and my husband will be home in a few moments here. He went and bought some new swimwear and he has to model for me!lol I gotta see this first.lol. Coz you all might not get to see this!lol Might have to keep this to myself!lol I mean he already turns heads every time we step out, so now, call me insecure, but I gotta protect my space.lol And forget it; I will NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER POST A PICTURE OF HIM ON THIS BLOG!!! AND I WILL NEVER TELL YOU WHERE WE LIVE!!!lol Got enough competition here, don't need anymore online!lol
I'm gonna' tell you I don't mean to brag, coz; there are evil spirits that seem to come out with bragging, but I haven't really been 'happy' in a long time. For many years it was rough. I mean I felt like that old hee haw song if it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all!lol I felt like Charlie Brown where when he went out trick or treating, all of his friends got candy and he always got a rock. Well I felt like when people opened the door to give me the rock, instead of putting it in the bag they threw it at me and busted me in the head.lol One time I had a dream where I was trick or treating and every time they opened a door they threw a rock and busted me in the head. At one house I just said ' can you do something else besides hit me in the head with a rock?' And the guy said 'sure! Turn around and bend over!' Then I said 'just give me the rock.' I mean that's how bad I felt at the time. Then I met my husband, an I was just expecting another one night affair. Like I said, he insisted on romancing me.lol I wore that red dress he bought for me, expecting something kinky that night, but he threw his arms around me later that night, picked me up and twirled me around.lol Wasn't expecting that. He did feel me up but then he kissed me and took me home. I complained about his music coz' he was listening to country, then he asked me what I liked, and I told him the smiths, a band from England. Well on our next date he handed me a smiths cd.lol Then he thought he was clever. He asked me my favorite smiths song. I won't say here coz' some things need to stay private, but I told him and he was soo impressed. Then he asked me to sing it for him, and so I gave him a mini recital. I didn't just sing that one but two others for him. Then I said with a smirk, 'believe me now?'lol. He just smiled and said yeahhhlol Ironically, I like country music now, especially Keith Urban and Kane Brown.
But basically it's good when you meet somebody who honestly wants to know you the person. Not just fuck you, but know you; what you like what you don't like, if you don't mind wearing a little red dress for him stuff like that. Coz for the longest time all I saw was one relationship after another disintegrate. I spent more time alone than I did involved with anyone. It's good to lay down with someone every night and know that they love you.
I'm busy preparing for our vacation and my husband will be home in a few moments here. He went and bought some new swimwear and he has to model for me!lol I gotta see this first.lol. Coz you all might not get to see this!lol Might have to keep this to myself!lol I mean he already turns heads every time we step out, so now, call me insecure, but I gotta protect my space.lol And forget it; I will NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER POST A PICTURE OF HIM ON THIS BLOG!!! AND I WILL NEVER TELL YOU WHERE WE LIVE!!!lol Got enough competition here, don't need anymore online!lol
I'm gonna' tell you I don't mean to brag, coz; there are evil spirits that seem to come out with bragging, but I haven't really been 'happy' in a long time. For many years it was rough. I mean I felt like that old hee haw song if it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all!lol I felt like Charlie Brown where when he went out trick or treating, all of his friends got candy and he always got a rock. Well I felt like when people opened the door to give me the rock, instead of putting it in the bag they threw it at me and busted me in the head.lol One time I had a dream where I was trick or treating and every time they opened a door they threw a rock and busted me in the head. At one house I just said ' can you do something else besides hit me in the head with a rock?' And the guy said 'sure! Turn around and bend over!' Then I said 'just give me the rock.' I mean that's how bad I felt at the time. Then I met my husband, an I was just expecting another one night affair. Like I said, he insisted on romancing me.lol I wore that red dress he bought for me, expecting something kinky that night, but he threw his arms around me later that night, picked me up and twirled me around.lol Wasn't expecting that. He did feel me up but then he kissed me and took me home. I complained about his music coz' he was listening to country, then he asked me what I liked, and I told him the smiths, a band from England. Well on our next date he handed me a smiths cd.lol Then he thought he was clever. He asked me my favorite smiths song. I won't say here coz' some things need to stay private, but I told him and he was soo impressed. Then he asked me to sing it for him, and so I gave him a mini recital. I didn't just sing that one but two others for him. Then I said with a smirk, 'believe me now?'lol. He just smiled and said yeahhhlol Ironically, I like country music now, especially Keith Urban and Kane Brown.
But basically it's good when you meet somebody who honestly wants to know you the person. Not just fuck you, but know you; what you like what you don't like, if you don't mind wearing a little red dress for him stuff like that. Coz for the longest time all I saw was one relationship after another disintegrate. I spent more time alone than I did involved with anyone. It's good to lay down with someone every night and know that they love you.
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