My husband says that I'm the most needy bastard he knows.lol He might be right. Coz whenever he gets home I fall into his arms giving him hugs and kisses. He never gets tired of it to his credit and he always gives me plenty of love back. You see that's what's different about our relationship as opposed to many other same sex relationships amongst men; most of theirs' is revolved around sex; ours is more about love. We love each other and the need to show this love stays with us. I mean we love sex, but we love love more. Now for me I don't know I guess my desire for a closer relationship with my father drives me. Oh my father is dead, but while he lived he never gave me the love and support I needed. He went into a coma and never woke back up. I hoped that he would and that we could try again. I wanted to hug him, to have a beer and talk, I wanted him to tell me he loved me and it be believable. Oh h told me before that he loved me, but I didn't believe him. He said it coz' he thought it was what I wanted to hear. It didn't come from his heart. I'm not sure he had one. But this is TMI
I have to admit, I'm the gay version of Donna Reed, for those of you who remember Donna Reed, waiting for my husband by the door when he gets home, get my hug and kiss and ask him how was his day.lol Yes we live the charmed life.lol No we have our problems sometimes, but we dont't stay mad long. It's hard to fight naked. lol We can find other things better to do.lol Eitherway,I definitely need affection. Sometimes at night I just bury my face in his massive chest and just weep. About what? Everything. Sometimes the world just gets to you. And you need a big strong man to throw his arms around you and tell you that everything will be alright. A husband, a friend, a father. Gets deep don't it.lol
Well now he's home and I'm sitting on his lap after we just finished dinner, and I finished the kitchen.lol Yes this is so Donna Reed. We're supposed to have some guests coming ovr so w're saving dessert and coffee for them. My hubby does like to entertain guests nd to show off his old stuff. We have an old fashioned hi-fi set and lots of 33 rpm's. Right now we're playing the Ramones and when our guests get hre I'm throwing on the Busboys American Worker lp.lol YHes we're different. You'd think we'd have a lot of jazz, but neither of us really like jazz or classical music. Mostly 70's rock and 80's stuff. But right now I'm just enjoying his arms around me making me feel like everything is alright.lo. Yes, so Donna Reed.
I have to admit, I'm the gay version of Donna Reed, for those of you who remember Donna Reed, waiting for my husband by the door when he gets home, get my hug and kiss and ask him how was his day.lol Yes we live the charmed life.lol No we have our problems sometimes, but we dont't stay mad long. It's hard to fight naked. lol We can find other things better to do.lol Eitherway,I definitely need affection. Sometimes at night I just bury my face in his massive chest and just weep. About what? Everything. Sometimes the world just gets to you. And you need a big strong man to throw his arms around you and tell you that everything will be alright. A husband, a friend, a father. Gets deep don't it.lol
Well now he's home and I'm sitting on his lap after we just finished dinner, and I finished the kitchen.lol Yes this is so Donna Reed. We're supposed to have some guests coming ovr so w're saving dessert and coffee for them. My hubby does like to entertain guests nd to show off his old stuff. We have an old fashioned hi-fi set and lots of 33 rpm's. Right now we're playing the Ramones and when our guests get hre I'm throwing on the Busboys American Worker lp.lol YHes we're different. You'd think we'd have a lot of jazz, but neither of us really like jazz or classical music. Mostly 70's rock and 80's stuff. But right now I'm just enjoying his arms around me making me feel like everything is alright.lo. Yes, so Donna Reed.
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