My Life; Holidays

Okay, yesterday was not one of my better days. I was at home, didn't go anywhere, and was rather bored. I wish we had have went to a movie or something but we didn't. I mean, I was thankful yesterday finally ended and moved on to today. I'm finding that the older I get the less and less enthused I am with Holidays and it would seem the less I do. I used to get excited when Holidays came around years ago, now though I'm just not into it. I suggested next year maybe we should travel or something to make it more interesting or something because I'm just not feeling the giddiness or the excitement I used to feel around this time of year. Who knows why, but it just isn't there anymore; no I don't think I'm depressed, but maybe bored. I want to do something different, experience something different or what. It has been rather routine for a few years now and I would like some change perhaps. Because yesterday, I was just sooooo bored. Yes we ate, dinner was good, but afterwards nothing else to do. Nothing good on cable to watch, and nowhere to go. We just stood there and looked at each other until it was time for bed. Next year, I think we'll travel and spend Thanksgiving with our family or do something else interesting. I couldn't wait for yesterday to end. I mean, I'm not even looking forward to Christmas. Yes, I know it's kind of sad bur I think it's because I'm getting older and that's an adjustment. I was so used to being young with a long road ahead of me, now I just buried one parent and am a parent myself of grown kids.lol Yes, I'm getting old and youth is something that is no longer friendly towards me. I think we all get a little depressed when we finally figure out we've gotten older. lol I mean, I was looking at the death of David Cassidy and was kind of shocked. I mean, he wasn't very old and generally people who are well-off stick around a while. Yeah, I heard he had filed for bankruptcy, but his brother Shaun Cassidy is rich, and his other brother Patrick too, and I'm sure they would halp him if he needed it. They still haven't explained why his organs shut down on him like that. I suspect he was still using drugs, but they haven't said. Well at least my husband treats me like I'm still young.lol He's a great flatterer. lol
But I think I'm gonna' start suggesting we go out of town on holidays. Yesterday, was a very trying and laborious day.