Saturday, November 4, 2017

Won't Back Down

Okay, I'm taking a cue from Tom Petty in his song I Won't Back Down. I will not  back down on my choice and I won't let even google intimidate me. After getting beat up, locked up for something I didn't do, harassed by racist and homophobic mobs, ostracized, and marginalized, I guess I can deal with a little more. I should have been a star a long time ago but because I live in such a racist country that wants to marginalize Black people and my sexuality is no longer up for discussion, you'll know well enuff, I've cum to the consclusion that everything I want to do, I'll have to do it myself. Only then will people realize the talent they've been missing out on. Shame it's so much later in my life and such, but partly that wasn't my fault. Thrown in jail for years for something I didn't do, I started off with a serious rough patch in my life. I've sailored on as best I could, but America is a big assed sham! Freedom! HA!! Justice! not if you're not white! Opportunity! Again, read the last one there. And now I can't leave here if I  wanted to coz' with a background like this, no one else will believe in your innocence and allow me in their country and I don't qualify for a passport anyway. So basically, I'm still locked up. I'm not gonna' let that stop me though, for as Sidney Poitier said, it's not impossible just harder, because of my racial background. It saddens me to see how this country has shammed so many everywhere else, but right now I am in no position to do anything about that. My films are gonna' be my protest and my voice not so much to bash America, but to explain how a person can be so hurt when a government decides that your life doesn't matter. They throw you jail or murder you in the streets and feel nothing should be said or done about it! Yes, my films will be for adults only, but there will be more to them.

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