Okay, I've written this one before but the boss took it down and I don't keep copies of my blogs. But I reported the last time that I have been an adult entertainer for a number of years, starring mostly in gay films, but now I'm in a committed relationship and so have to find something else to do. I was going to open a restaurant but we're moving to Mexico and my husband don't want me spending too much time away from home. And in Mexico there are things going on we have to respect. Can't open a restaurant there without 'certain people's' permission. And I'm not talking about the government. But we still may do it. I mean, we gotta live and make a living when we get there. They don't have much of a problem with same sex couples but it sill be different than living in the united states. Now, whdn sd visited Greece I wanted to live there. Good thing we didn't for their economy fell to pieces. But it was such a lovely place. In our cabana we'd go out on the terrace nude and take a nap in the hammock.lol We weren't the only ones either. Such a lovely country I wish we could have stayed. But Mexico has it's pleasures. You just have to know what NOT to do. I won't get into that coz' one of the things you don't do is talk to much about what goes on there.
I've been an adult actor for so long that I'm kind of wondering what I'm gonna do now. Don't get me wrong, being an adult actor is not a piece of cake. I mean it's kind of a tough way to make a living. Trust me, I'm not gonna' miss it; it's just what I know best after all this time. I started out with one goal in mind, to get laid ever day of the week. That didn't really happen, nd it's not really healthy. I began to see what Jeff Stryker was talking about; he only does a few movies a year or so so it won't wear him out. And he was vry careful with his money. Now I found doing gay films was more lucrative, and not as hard on me as doing straight films. Bottoms generally don't make much, but I guess I was so good at it, I could demand more money. It was just by happenstance coz' I started off as a top. Then on one film the director asked us to switch, and I found out that day I liked, no loved, playing the role of the woman. I mean, me and that guy gave such a performance that the director shot us again and paid us extra.. I mean, he fucked me soooo good, that I made an about face even in my personal life. Me and that guy dated for two years and I cried when we broke up. Well after than, I found out firsthand that being Black and gay was not the most ideal situation to b in, especially if you're loking for someone Black to be with. Black gays are generally horrible people to deal with, and I don't know why that is but that has been my experience. I mean I'm not that way, but ooohhhhhhhh so many are. I know I'm gonna' catch hell for this one, but my experience has been my experience. I mean, I've been stabbed in the back, betrayed, lied on and even worse by other Black gays. That's why I opened myself up to others; that's how I finally met my husband.I mean, this was my experience and so that's all I can go by..
But I think I'll hvd to find something ele to do, coz' the last film I did a few weeks ago whoa! That guy had a monster cock and it just wasn't a good experience. I know most like a really big cock, but I guess it's time for me to call it quits. I used to really enjoy my work but now, the only one I want to give myself to is my husband. Never felt that way before. It used to be the more the merrier. Now I like quiet dinnrs, walks in the park, movie nights, and evenings at home.lol Yes, getting older is an adjustment. Staying up all night partying just isn't fun anymore, though for some people who wanna feel like they'll stay young forever they push themselves to continue. No, when you get older you're supposed to make better decisions, and so I will others can do as they please.
But for my fans out there, this flick oming out will probably be my last and so enjoy it. I sure didn't.
I've been an adult actor for so long that I'm kind of wondering what I'm gonna do now. Don't get me wrong, being an adult actor is not a piece of cake. I mean it's kind of a tough way to make a living. Trust me, I'm not gonna' miss it; it's just what I know best after all this time. I started out with one goal in mind, to get laid ever day of the week. That didn't really happen, nd it's not really healthy. I began to see what Jeff Stryker was talking about; he only does a few movies a year or so so it won't wear him out. And he was vry careful with his money. Now I found doing gay films was more lucrative, and not as hard on me as doing straight films. Bottoms generally don't make much, but I guess I was so good at it, I could demand more money. It was just by happenstance coz' I started off as a top. Then on one film the director asked us to switch, and I found out that day I liked, no loved, playing the role of the woman. I mean, me and that guy gave such a performance that the director shot us again and paid us extra.. I mean, he fucked me soooo good, that I made an about face even in my personal life. Me and that guy dated for two years and I cried when we broke up. Well after than, I found out firsthand that being Black and gay was not the most ideal situation to b in, especially if you're loking for someone Black to be with. Black gays are generally horrible people to deal with, and I don't know why that is but that has been my experience. I mean I'm not that way, but ooohhhhhhhh so many are. I know I'm gonna' catch hell for this one, but my experience has been my experience. I mean, I've been stabbed in the back, betrayed, lied on and even worse by other Black gays. That's why I opened myself up to others; that's how I finally met my husband.I mean, this was my experience and so that's all I can go by..
But I think I'll hvd to find something ele to do, coz' the last film I did a few weeks ago whoa! That guy had a monster cock and it just wasn't a good experience. I know most like a really big cock, but I guess it's time for me to call it quits. I used to really enjoy my work but now, the only one I want to give myself to is my husband. Never felt that way before. It used to be the more the merrier. Now I like quiet dinnrs, walks in the park, movie nights, and evenings at home.lol Yes, getting older is an adjustment. Staying up all night partying just isn't fun anymore, though for some people who wanna feel like they'll stay young forever they push themselves to continue. No, when you get older you're supposed to make better decisions, and so I will others can do as they please.
But for my fans out there, this flick oming out will probably be my last and so enjoy it. I sure didn't.
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